Routine #3 –  Daily Fear Facing

– Let’s take it public

Sunday. I really don’t want to do what I’m about to write. The only reason I spontaneously opened up a new blog post right now is because I need the power of social commitment pushing me. I’m preparing for my presentation next Saturday, or “conversation” as I’d prefer to call it. But I have this idea of going out to practice at a public little stage in the park nearby. That would really put me in a good practice environment. But also, that’s f*ckning scary. I don’t want to do it. I don’t want to do it. But… BUT, I dare my self. Fear challenge accepted. I’m going for it. That’s the daily fear facing action, and it’s going to happen.

Gotdamn routine and stupid me.

☐ Go out to the park and practice public speaking.

4 Hours later. Back home. Haha…  I did it.  I F*cking did it. But it really, really, really was a push for me. Haven’t felt this anxious or worrisome or nervouse before doing something in I don’t know how long.

Details? You’ll just have to watch the video yourself to find out.

Routine #2 –  Do something New

– Well, haven’t done public speaking in ages, so that counts as today’s new thing!

Routine #3 – Fail of the day

– I for sure wasn’t smooth through my practice run. Failure is one word to describe it.  but it gave me soo much insight on how to tweak it. So a VITAL fail for my improvement.